XxxForTheLoveOfxxX

Do you ever end up 'taking a break' from drawing and then all of a sudden you're almost back at square one? I kinda feel like that. So many things had been going on, but I just recently got some time to draw. I still think they're pretty good considering I haven't really drawn something other than doodles in a while, but I feel like they're just... What's the word... Stiff I guess... And not as good as I know they can potentially be. Even more insentive to try and draw 24/7 before school starts. Gotta loosen back up and get back to the point that I was happy and get better from there. 

Which is actually a regular occurrence for me to the point that I'm pretty sure most of my friends think I'm making them up.... But can someone really make up something so bizarre??? For example, last night I dreamed that I was playing hockey. At some point I got to meet the 11th doctor, the 4th doctor and EB from Hop (yeah the little bunny dude that wanted to be a drummer) anyways, so one of them (I'm pretty sure the bunny) let's slip that they know what happens in the future and that I'm going to be the reason that our team loses the game. so one of my team mates is ready to take me out with a large, red plastic tennis racket (which he used as a hockey stick) I get saved by 'reoccuring-dream-dude' (long story for probably another time) who stops him with an awesome pile drive to the face with freaking street fighter sounds! Now, the dream doesn't end there. Instead of sunshines and rainbows, I get taken to jail cuz I DIDN'T make a fake ID and I'm in a crowded cell until they move me to this one with these big scary guys cuz apparently I tried to murder someone... I managed to squeeze into another cell and I get excited cuz I think my friend is going to bust me out but he actually came to say "sorry your in jail, that really sucks, but I wanted to show you my new husky puppy" to which we all (including big scary cell mates) said "awwwww".... Then I get released and somehow end up in Budapest...I think.. There was a lot of snow... Please tell me I'm not the only one with freaking weird dreams...

I'm sure I'm not the only one whose tried going to sleep when suddenly your mind reminds you of something you have -or in my case haven't- done. Right now, I'm thinking of how I lost touch with my old art teacher. She was so nice to me and like a grandma and best friend roled into one. She was the one that really got me into art, otherwise I'd probably would be thinking about doing something boring and practical for a living when I graduate. I really owe her a lot...I think I have her number lying around somewhere... Maybe I'll give her a call tomorrow. See how she's doing...

Just saw Maleficent and it was fantastic! I really loved the new take on the tale, hopefully the Cinderella remake next year will be pretty good too... Anywho, her raven Diablo inspired this new character of mine, hopefully I can get him planned out.. Still don't have anything solid down yet... Think I'm going to finish off the night with a few movies of my own... I have the strangest urge to watch 'perks of being a wallflower' and 'Hansel & Gretel: witch hunters'... Strange combination...